Maybe the best news is that for about 5 minutes, I didn't think about my knee at all. One of the things that's weighing on me is that I won't be "worry free" when I return because I'll be so damn focused on the knee. Everyone at Colliers has been great, allowing me not to worry or think about work during the ride. So, I don't want to be obsessing about my stupid knee instead. I need to find a balance between taking care of myself and letting go, and that 5 minutes was a hopeful sign that I might be able to do that after the first couple of days.